A Nymph-like Perception

i don't have much time to put up an entry, but i thought that i should update. I really am going to strive to get better at my blogging. I'm doing terrible. lol.

Instincts. People always talk about the female instincts. Artists throughout history has even picked up on this. During the 1880s-1930s the art world portrayed the female in the nude, touching the ground (close to earth) in a nymph-like senerio. Is the the true female form?! Is she really more in tune with the earth, with her suroundings. Many people would argue yes. They can pick up on feelings, situations, and emotions alot beter then men can. Though the best man i've seen to be able to do this same thing was on the Sci-Fi channel..."Mind Control". All he really does is pick up on subtle body language, physical essesnces, and emotional projections. He's very good at what he does. I do not claim to be that good. On top of that, James' mom can always sense when he is going to be in danger. She calls him up, tells him to get off the road and go somewhere else. He does it, and ALWAYS avoids a fatal accident. Personally, I can tell what a person is thinking, what thier intentions are, and what they want. I can feel what they feel. Now, i don't claim to be an empath...but i do claim that i can pick up and almost maniuplate a person's essence. Now, to all my Christian friends: You are all probally scared at this point, thinking that i'm wiccian. I'm not. But such as a good good catholic friend of mine said, "every religion has an "essence" like form in it. In Christianity its a Spirit or soul." I prefur to say essence because the connotation with Spirit or soul is preconcieved by the christian community. Essence is both an ambiguous and solidified term. You know what an essence is but at the same time, how do you define it. Spirit or soul, already has a definition to the Christian mind. I'm trying to avoid that.

Something that I say alot is, "your thoughts are very loud." In essence, it is the ease at which i can read your thoughts and notions. Americans are horrible at this. They allow thier thoughts to fly in every which way direction. The japanese on the other hand, is hard to get a handle on thier thoughts because they have them closed off to the rest of society. I cannot tell you how many countless times i have called one of my friends out on how loud thier thoughts are...and each and every time i can dictate exactly what they were thinking, almost to an unconcious level. Now, again, you may think i'm wierd. But let me ask you this: do you believe in the supernatural? I do. Only because i've lived in a haunted house and live in a very spirit filled city. They do exist. If they didn't, why would the Catholic church have rituals inorder to expell these spirits from our realm? Some people are more atuned to thier surroundings...whether it be supernatural or earthly bound. There are always those people who you run into who are so absent minded yet pick out the oddest and most minute details out of something. Then there are those set of people who look over the details and are focused on the big picture...forgetting whether or not that person has brown eyes or long eyelashes or not.

I guess the entire point of this was the fact that perception is not what it seems. And your thoughts are very loud today.

-Reijn